when I am in pain or when I am in gain I feel it should be accepted,watched and lived with awareness.I feel my mother is witness of everything I am doing mentally,verbally or physically.When I am writing these words I think she is laughing for her son.I love my mother very much.I don't want to be away for single moment.I know though I forget she always remember me.Though I am lost she never abandon me.Let her be attained in full,in total,at every moment.Awareness with wisdom is my mother vajrayogini,the greatest teaching of the Buddha.